There are those days though, where I feel frazzled, worn down, tired, bored, lonely, and downright trapped in my own house! Crazy? I know, right?! It's not how I feel about her but it's how I feel sometimes...honesty.
But today as I was driving to Lansing (one of my new favorite places), I had the radio on and 10,000 Reasons came on, and I had a moment of ahh. My narrow perspective on life is all about those feeling I have from time to time... but those are just feelings. Normal or abnormal they may be, I can't base my life's perspective on feelings.
I love my family, and I wouldn't trade them or being a stay-at-home mommy for ANYTHING in this world. It's a sweet gift. But sometimes I think my view from the kitchen window gets foggy or "floggy" as my daughter says. When I simply focus on the mundane tasks of the day and don't take time to slow down, savor life and all it's sweet blessings, I tend to get clouded in my view.
Sometimes all I need is my car & some Starbucks to gain a little perspective on life.
Life is good. So very good. Even though it's cloudy today, I see the sun. The SONshine as He smiles down on me, saying, "it's ok, remember to look for me on those cloudy days, I'm right here."
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What a great reminder! Dealing with this chronic pain brings me down but I find great reminders in song too. 10,000 Reasons is a great song. Another one God lays on my heart lately is Even If The Healing Doesn't Come by Kutless. God is still God and faithful to me.
ReplyDeleteThanks for your post Pam! I couldn't even imagine dealing with chronic pain. My hat goes off to you. I'm sure you've had your trials of faith.
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